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Name: Nick
Birthday: 8/9/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Music, God, Girls, hawaii, sand, flashlights, bagpipes, leading worship, recording, dating, hackeysack.
Expertise: drinking 16 FLoz of apple juice in 1 sec.. unbelievable? believe it.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment
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AIM:  locolmotion182
Member Since:
12/11/2004
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| 13 days until i sail off to navy boot camp in chicago. i keep telling myself it is only 5 years enlistment. but thats is long. i know one day i will wake up and it will be over.. and i am scared to death of what could happen... but damn am i excited.write me. i will get lonely. | | |
| so i had a little down time tonight.. opened up my bible and started to
read about a little man named jonah. who had a call from the lord but
disobeyed it and spent three days in the belly of a whale. i read jonah
verse 2. well i started to think about it and i have a call to go into
the NAVY but i am so scared of leaving everyone and messing up that i
sometimes feel i am making a mistake and i wont make it home... lately
i have been pretty down, certain things have happened, certain roomates
have blown up on me for little things. sometimes i feel like jonah
trapped in the belly of a beast.. so i put my thoughts and feelings in
the open through this song.. called "Jonahs prayer"
"I call out tonight, to you my God.
I cry out for help from the depths of my heart.
For you cast me to the deep, to the heart of the sea, and the current it swallowed me.
but still I hold hands to you in the dark.
And I, wanna know that i was wrong,
when i tried to move along from your call.
and now from the belly of it all
i cant do this on my own
without you will i make it home.
I call out tonight for the help of you Lord
the water is pulling me down and the beast, it swallows me whole
for three days and three nights and for the rest of my life i will give you my all...
broken down i will vow that my life will astound in the name of you.. God..
And I, wanna know that i was wrong,
when i tried to move along from your call...
and now from the belly of it all
i cant do this on my own
without you will i make it home.
And I, wanna know that i was wrong,
when i tried to move along from your call.
and now from the belly of it all
please know that i was wrong
and i will follow you, i will follow you, i will follow you... home..."
its scary not knowing where you will end up tomorrow.. but even scarier
not knowing where you are today... I pray that when you feel lost in
the belly of a beast that you will surrender all to God and only he
will pull you out... may God's blessings enrich you all.
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| how sweet the south is.
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| so... i went and enlisted in the navy this past weekend... they woke me
up at 0430 and we got to MEPS around 0530. I went through six hours of
intense physical and then must have signed my name 300 times... then i
took the oath.. so i am official and i leave in july 24. i am
excited about it, i got the job i wanted which is the RP
(religious program officer) which is good. because i will be doing
stuff i normally do now. so i am pumped... p.. u... mped... but i will
still leave... its time for a change.
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